Remember when I said....

Remember when I said that some days were better than others? Well, something like that, anyhow, Fred was home with me today and I felt like my old self. So, today was better than yesterday. Only one problem. Fred is still not playing with me.

Do you think that he doesn't like me? Just asking. Mommy came home for lunch today and took us outside to enjoy the sunshine. Boy, do I appreciate that. Being inside all day is hard. At least she thinks about us and comes home to hang out with us.

I had to work today for attention. Mommy called my name and had me come. And you know what? I came when she called me. How weird is that? Even daddy called and I pretended to come but walked right by him. I had to give him some hope that I was listening to him.

Mommy thinks I am funny. She says that I am cute. How can she see me as cute when I am bruised inside? Is it possible that she actually likes me? She hasn't hit me or anything. I am waiting for that but she doesn't. I feel like I want to get close to her but I am still scared. How can I trust people?
How can a person claim to love animals and do what was done to me? I hope she won't send me back to the pound.

I like having a family, a dog like Fred, food and snacks and a nice soft pillow.

Another day in the life of Nikki.